You've got a hold on me
Enchanting, captivating, a siren
Voice of torturous heaven
Sweetest sound, alluring
Pulling me under, deep down
Reluctant, can't refuse, no choice
I tumble, spiral
Scared, it's out of control
Darkness envelops me,
Surrounded
can't hold my breath
Not strong enough.
Stop fighting, give in
Prepare for eternal night, death
But all I find is light
Love untainted
By confusion, madness, fear
I couldn't see it before
the past was my blindness
Then I heard you call me
My history erased
Memories wiped clean
Now every thing is clear
Who knew you'd be the one
The one to open my eyes,
make me see, make me feel
.... Alive!
Showing posts with label hopes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hopes. Show all posts
Monday, 21 June 2010
Thursday, 31 December 2009
Where once I was blind, now I can see!
Let us take a moment to think about the past year.
When 2008 came to an end and 2009 began, my life was in a completely different place. It wasn't the happiest of places. It was bitter, fearful, sad and delusional at times but 2009 saved me.
January began and I found it difficult to be myself. Afraid to let people know me. I had allowed 2008 to beat me down and make me feel inadequate but then February arrived and suddenly, a new breath of life came my way. Of course, it was slow to start but I fought my way through dark thought after dark thought and eventually I burst through the other side, victorious and able to show my true self. The year continued moving onward and upwards and with my new sense of freedom, confidence, hope and positivity I achieved so many wonderful things.
Although 2009 has been a challenging year for many; myself included; with so many sad memories. I cannot help but be thankful. Thankful for all the trials and struggles that were thrown my way, grateful for everything that I have had the opportunity to learn. It is because of everything that has happened, that I have found a strength and belief in myself and it is because of this that I know, 2010 has the potential to be the biggest and best year yet.
The sum of 2009 for me is about all of the fantastic people; who I now call friends and family; that I have had the pleasure to meet and get to know. Each of these people, in their own way, save me each and every single day and whether they understand it or not, I will be eternally thankful for having them in my life.
So to all those people: the artist, the comedian, the underdog, the faithful, the hopeful, the brave, the courageous, the loving, the caring, the rebel, the square peg in the round hole and the downright wacky... I bow to you now. I appreciate all that you are and will hold each of you in my heart always.
And to people who made this all possible: Shannon, Jared & Tomo. I thank you for all that you have given me, the music, the experiences but most of all, the family that I am a part of. A family that inspire me everyday, because with them, anything is possible.
So here's to a Happy New Year, to a healthy and loving 2010 filled with everything we could ever wish for. We will meet again on Mars, the first chance we get xx
When 2008 came to an end and 2009 began, my life was in a completely different place. It wasn't the happiest of places. It was bitter, fearful, sad and delusional at times but 2009 saved me.
January began and I found it difficult to be myself. Afraid to let people know me. I had allowed 2008 to beat me down and make me feel inadequate but then February arrived and suddenly, a new breath of life came my way. Of course, it was slow to start but I fought my way through dark thought after dark thought and eventually I burst through the other side, victorious and able to show my true self. The year continued moving onward and upwards and with my new sense of freedom, confidence, hope and positivity I achieved so many wonderful things.
Although 2009 has been a challenging year for many; myself included; with so many sad memories. I cannot help but be thankful. Thankful for all the trials and struggles that were thrown my way, grateful for everything that I have had the opportunity to learn. It is because of everything that has happened, that I have found a strength and belief in myself and it is because of this that I know, 2010 has the potential to be the biggest and best year yet.
The sum of 2009 for me is about all of the fantastic people; who I now call friends and family; that I have had the pleasure to meet and get to know. Each of these people, in their own way, save me each and every single day and whether they understand it or not, I will be eternally thankful for having them in my life.
So to all those people: the artist, the comedian, the underdog, the faithful, the hopeful, the brave, the courageous, the loving, the caring, the rebel, the square peg in the round hole and the downright wacky... I bow to you now. I appreciate all that you are and will hold each of you in my heart always.
And to people who made this all possible: Shannon, Jared & Tomo. I thank you for all that you have given me, the music, the experiences but most of all, the family that I am a part of. A family that inspire me everyday, because with them, anything is possible.
So here's to a Happy New Year, to a healthy and loving 2010 filled with everything we could ever wish for. We will meet again on Mars, the first chance we get xx
Monday, 28 December 2009
Dare to dream
Dare to dream,
To hope, to pray.
Dare to have faith
With each passing day.
Dare to speak,
To hear, to see.
Dare to feel,
To love and be free.
Dare to think,
To laugh, to cry.
Dare to wonder
To trust and to try.
Dare to wish,
To want, to achieve.
Dare to be mad,
To care, to believe.
Dare it all, take a chance and dream it to life
To hope, to pray.
Dare to have faith
With each passing day.
Dare to speak,
To hear, to see.
Dare to feel,
To love and be free.
Dare to think,
To laugh, to cry.
Dare to wonder
To trust and to try.
Dare to wish,
To want, to achieve.
Dare to be mad,
To care, to believe.
Dare it all, take a chance and dream it to life
Thursday, 17 December 2009
Stay with me
Visiting hours are over, so I'm stuck here with my pain
Looking out the window, staring at the pouring rain.
I've only got a week left, and it better be real good
The doctors have been good to me, they've done all that they could.
I only wish I had more time, so I could fulfil all of my dreams
But I guess that God has chosen me, at random, it seems.
I ain't got no questions to ask him, and I dont want to know why
I only wonder where heaven is, if it's up there in the sky.
I'm sure that I'll be happy there, I'm sure that I'll have fun
I'm sure I'll grow to love it but I know I'll miss everyone.
Time is catching up quickly and I've been told to say goodbye
Im not ready to leave yet but I wont let it make me cry.
I'm finding it so hard, to let it all go
I'm packing my bags, but the one thing I know...
I'll no longer be alone!
Looking out the window, staring at the pouring rain.
I've only got a week left, and it better be real good
The doctors have been good to me, they've done all that they could.
I only wish I had more time, so I could fulfil all of my dreams
But I guess that God has chosen me, at random, it seems.
I ain't got no questions to ask him, and I dont want to know why
I only wonder where heaven is, if it's up there in the sky.
I'm sure that I'll be happy there, I'm sure that I'll have fun
I'm sure I'll grow to love it but I know I'll miss everyone.
Time is catching up quickly and I've been told to say goodbye
Im not ready to leave yet but I wont let it make me cry.
I'm finding it so hard, to let it all go
I'm packing my bags, but the one thing I know...
I'll no longer be alone!
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